This is supposed to be an anonymous blog. I have another wordpress blog and if you know it then that’s cool. If you’d like to know what my other blog is, just ask. I created this one so I’d have somewhere to talk about my depression in greater detail. And because I let someone see […]
i didn’t write anything about yesterday you can guess what happened: nothing. nothing at all you can also guess who’s to blame. hint: me i thought i would start to write again. i think i wrote 3 or 4 poems before i realized that i fucking suck at writing. and to think my poetry once […]
another unproductive day. that’s my fault. and i ate too much today. i either eat too little or too much–never seems to be in the middle. i look even shittier than usual. one of my family members was doing a skype chat or whatever it’s called and the person they were talking to wanted to […]
the neighbors are yelling. they’re not fighting. they’re yelling at the tv i guess? it’s still fucking annoying. everything is annoying me tonight. i really think i’ll spend my birthday crying something never fails to remind me just how much of a loser I am i thought i would go somewhere but i have no […]
Last night was a good night i was feeling pretty happy i can feel things starting go downhill again it was nice to have at least one day of feeling better. this morning was okay. i had a nice breakfast. I’ve been really tired lately. i don’t know how to fix that. i do sleep […]
my birthday is approaching fast another year with nothing done great no one is to blame but me i don’t have much to say today but i hope everyone is well K
this is not what i wanted at all and it’s all so fucking stupid i know why people kill themselves it’s one thing after another when you’re alive too chickenshit to off myself so i guess i’ll be around for a while.
i tried to be positive but things just keep happening and happening that prove positivity is a bunch of fucking bullshit. reality is the worst I just keep going downhill i don’t know what i’m going to do and i’m just going to get worse K