This is supposed to be an anonymous blog. I have another wordpress blog and if you know it then that’s cool. If you’d like to know what my other blog is, just ask. I created this one so I’d have somewhere to talk about my depression in greater detail. And because I let someone see […]

there’s a song called “androgyny” by Garbage that begins like this: “when everything is going wrong and you can’t see the point in going on nothing in life is set in stone there’s nothing that can’t be turned around.” i think about it a lot. i guess it makes me feel hopeful makes me wish […]

I’ve been worrying a lot at night lately i think about a lot of things–stuff happening now but mostly worried about what will happen in the future. i did some painting the other day. it took a lot longer than i first anticipated to do all the baseboards and around the windows. things look better […]

Most of today was good. breakfast was good. i felt alright but i didn’t do much i ate too much for dinner tonight i should have done a lot more stuff yesterday but i slept in the afternoon. watched a lot of episodes of this reality show called Black Ink Crew. No idea why i […]

things went ok today did nothing as usual and my stomach was hurting today¬†because i’ve stupidly consumed about a half a gallon of milk in the past few days being “creative” the other night lead to 6¬†shit poems saw someone who used to be my neighbor at the store a few days ago she asked […]

can’t begin to put into words how angry i am this life is a fucking joke things just keep getting worse nothing is working out fucking can’t stand people. and i fucking hate myself

i don’t know what to do why am i so fucking stupid?    

i was watching a video today and at the very end of it i got such a surprise. (i should first say that it was a video of a Loveline show from last year.) there was a guy who called in that sounded exactly like my ex. he started explaining his problem and it sounded […]


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