I am doing so many things the wrong way
and I’m not doing too well right now.
I try to talk to people but it seems everyone is too busy actually HAVING A LIFE to talk with me.
conversations should not be like pulling teeth
but that’s how I make people feel I guess.
I should be LIVING LIFE but here I am at home without a friend I can call to ask if they might want to see a movie or go to dinner.
i have to start living