This is supposed to be an anonymous blog. I have another wordpress blog and if you know it then that’s cool. If you’d like to know what my other blog is, just ask. I created this one so I’d have somewhere to talk about my depression in greater detail. And because I let someone see […]

hi all. I know it’s been a very long time since I wrote anything. well i feel i am backsliding where depression is concerned. I hit my limit the other day it seemed–an episode? Maybe you can call it that. I was so upset… i am fortunate enough to be able to see a therapist […]

i have no friends, i have very few skills,and i am worthless. well i realized this all over again today i don’t know what i’m supposed to do anymore. everyone i was talking to stopped talking to me. yesterday i had marked myself as “online” on skype. the one person who would talk with me for […]

these past few days I’ve had a headache. i keep forgetting to take this sleep medicine so i guess that’s the cause of the headaches. today i haven’t done much i did watch Hellboy. i will have to watch the last half hour again because i went to take a shower and missed that. i’ve […]

i think i said “i hate everything” at least 5 times today. i dont think i meant it really the only person who was talking to me consistently has stopped. so that’s great reluctant to try again it has been a bunch of bullshit so far in the 9 or 10 years that i have […]

what is the point of this medicine?? all of a sudden the muscles in my neck are so fucking sore and it is hard to sleep I hate myself Don’t know how i will finish this assignment i am supposed to do regarding self-esteem I have none so it is not easy to fill out some […]

feeling kind of cold and tired. missed my appointment yesterday you can only miss 2. great. tried to message someone today. and i suppose he’s ignoring me. well, that is my kind of luck. i thought i would feel worse about it but now i just accept that these things happen. maybe he will say […]

i hate myself what else is new? i have given up almost completely i think. i think i am reaching the end of my rope. i don’t know how to feel about that i guess i should be trying some different things. maybe i will. most likely i won’t though. that’s how things work with […]


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