This is supposed to be an anonymous blog. I have another wordpress blog and if you know it then that’s cool. If you’d like to know what my other blog is, just ask. I created this one so I’d have somewhere to talk about my depression in greater detail. And because I let someone see […]

I feel so alone. Still no dates. One lackluster offer to “hang out” I just wanted to feel like I was worthy of someone taking me out and instead feel like shit The highlight of my day will be hopefully getting a pizza I hate, hate, hate when people say “oh your time is coming […]

So it has been a very long time. At least 2 people continue to visit here so hi to both of you. Finally have made a friend (Kay). She’s very nice. Had a bad night recently. Was starting to like a guy called *Chris. So another new “friend” called *Kathy kisses him. Then she took […]

I still haven’t heard anything from him yet. There’s nothing i can do. My thing is no one is so busy that they can’t type “y” or “n”. Going to wait until saturday. If he says nothing he’s deleted from everything. I’m sick of being here with the living. I’m sick of people saying how […]

Oh my God how do I atone? I don’t want to be this way anymore. I can’t live like this. People disrespect me left and right and send “lol” afterwards.   How can I get just one guy to care about me? Meanwhile the boyfriend for my so-called friend who barely says anything to me […]

hi all. I know it’s been a very long time since I wrote anything. well i feel i am backsliding where depression is concerned. I hit my limit the other day it seemed–an episode? Maybe you can call it that. I was so upset… i am fortunate enough to be able to see a therapist […]

i have no friends, i have very few skills,and i am worthless. well i realized this all over again today i don’t know what i’m supposed to do anymore. everyone i was talking to stopped talking to me. yesterday i had marked myself as “online” on skype. the one person who would talk with me for […]

these past few days I’ve had a headache. i keep forgetting to take this sleep medicine so i guess that’s the cause of the headaches. today i haven’t done much i did watch Hellboy. i will have to watch the last half hour again because i went to take a shower and missed that. i’ve […]