This is supposed to be an anonymous blog. I have another wordpress blog and if you know it then that’s cool. If you’d like to know what my other blog is, just ask. I created this one so I’d have somewhere to talk about my depression in greater detail. And because I let someone see […]

what is the point of this medicine?? all of a sudden the muscles in my neck are so fucking sore and it is hard to sleep I hate myself Don’t know how i will finish this assignment i am supposed to do regarding self-esteem I have none so it is not easy to fill out some […]

feeling kind of cold and tired. missed my appointment yesterday you can only miss 2. great. tried to message someone today. and i suppose he’s ignoring me. well, that is my kind of luck. i thought i would feel worse about it but now i just accept that these things happen. maybe he will say […]

i hate myself what else is new? i have given up almost completely i think. i think i am reaching the end of my rope. i don’t know how to feel about that i guess i should be trying some different things. maybe i will. most likely i won’t though. that’s how things work with […]

hey my arm hurts now! the result of some self harm last night i slept maybe a few hours the rest of my time was spent hating myself with such a passion. I have very nearly given up with finding anyone to be a friend or more than that. who would like me?????? bye for […]

i hate myself. spent the day doing nothing. things are so pointless that i really am thinking about giving up tomorrow might be ok. not sure though won’t get my hopes up or anything like that. i really hate myself bye for now –K

It is cold today. it may have rained but I don’t know. by the end of july it will have been 100 days since we last spoke. i counted the days. i think i counted them right. and i am better off. he does not care.  i would rather not care. and i would rather be […]

i have probably thought of him at least once per day since i decided we shouldn’t be friends. there are so many things i think about wanting to say to him it does not matter maybe it never did and maybe he did not really like me i cannot be sure anymore what i do […]


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