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2022

I am here again. So different and yet so much about me is the same. Now I live with my boyfriend of 2 years We want to get married, have children I began college last year and I am doing so well Isn’t it weird to give yourself a pat on the back? It is […]

yours

i think i said “i hate everything” at least 5 times today. i dont think i meant it really the only person who was talking to me consistently has stopped. so that’s great reluctant to try again it has been a bunch of bullshit so far in the 9 or 10 years that i have […]

cute

we’ve been talking for about 2 weeks now. he has goals, is well-spoken, goes to school. he is awful sweet and we seem to get along well. he’s handsome and I am… sometimes I feel like I am ok-looking other times I feel quite ugly. It is probably due to my depression & self esteem […]

let the fucking countdown begin i need to “get a grip”? i’m finally leaving i have made up my mind i’m making my will tonight and getting things in order these next few days.

walk

was walking my dog (with a leash as always) this morning when some little corgi started coming after me and my dog. my dog is bigger and much stronger than a corgi what kills me is that there is a very clear LEASH LAW sign just a little ways up the street. we were walking […]

was

yesterday was an ok day. i was productive (for once) but i feel like i should have done more. i spent the rest of the day watching Forensic Files i guess i should go to sleep now. there’s still some stuff i didn’t get to today. in one day i used to be able to […]

thieves

Perfection.  

cool

Well that’s a nifty idea. It’s impossible but still quite nifty.

Love

English band The Sundays in the music video for “Love” from their second album Blind. This song is beautiful–Harriet’s vocals are soaring and sweet, the perfect compliment to the shimmery guitars. When my mood isn’t so bad, The Sundays make me feel even better. I figured I would post about something I like after posting […]

Karla

I saw Karla this afternoon for the first time all the way through. I saw part of it on tv before and it caught my eye because I recognized Misha Collins from another show. I didn’t really know what is was about before watching but wow…some people are really out of their minds. Killing and […]